Ach, he tutts and complains everyday. And now I am off work and he isn’t , it is only worse.
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Good morning all,
It’s been a while, I was mostly posting on a fentanyl thread that is no longer available. I have been doing my daily journaling but haven’t publicly put my thoughts out there in a while. I am still sober, probably would classify myself as a “dry addict” at the moment. This year has been so fucking awful, so many big players in my life (so to speak) that have unexpectedly passed away, my oldest son is so fucked up and he is young with a child so she is being dragged through it. And there’s me still sober but constantly spinning, going back and forth between thanking God I am sober to omg I don’t want to feel this anymore, temporary or not. But thankfully I haven’t broke. I am checking in because as this year comes to a close I am finding the struggle harder, not sure if it’s the time of year or the accumulative effect of this year, but I do know I need to pull out all the tools so here I am.
Have an amazing day.
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@2JTravNZ congrats on your 100 days sober.
@Butterflymoonwoman Dana I hope today is a real good day for you and you guys get some good news so that you and the little guy can go home and finally celebrate your Xmas. 
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I’m sorry @Misokatsu that you have to deal with that! I’m proud of you for staying sober in such a difficult situation that’s huge! Proud of you 
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“BECAUSE I’M ON VACATION!”
My goodness, Fleur, you can’t do anything right.
Edit: according to him. I know you’re doing great.
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Hey all, checking in on day 927. I hope everybody has a good one!
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That really means alot! Thank you so much friend 
hope u have an amazing day!
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Im glad ur posting stay connected to the forum. Hoping ur day improves today. One day at a time friend
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Congratulations to magnificent 200 sober days! 
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that guilt needs to FRO and so does your husband with his expectations. I thought he’s jobless. shouldn’t he be doing that stuff now?
(I’m being cheeky, not entirely serious, don’t come for me)
enjoy your time off and do sth nice for yourself! 
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I hope it is as good as the muppets version. 
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If I may ask, for what do you use the excel sheet? Maybe step work?
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Congratulations on your 100 days Travis.
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Huge congratulations on triple digits!!! Love that ur treating urself to a few new things. Keep up the great work!
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You can’t get any food as a supporting person? 
I would asume, that these things are inclusive if you stay with your disabled son in a clinic in Canada?
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Nicely done! Triple digits!
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We have to pay. We dont get it for free unless we are on isolation and cant leave the room. Then we get food trays lol my son gets his formula for free here tho. Which is good for sure this stay is turning out to be alot longer than planned. And with having xmas recently we have almost used up our extra savings for emergencies for living here at the hospital. But… the social workers are in today so im going to see if i can get a cafeteria gift card. They have them occasionally. I have to say tho that even tho i have to pay for food for myself to survive here, im grateful that we do live in canada bcuz healthcare itself is free. So i shouldnt complain about the food lol
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This is why there are so many sobriety support meetings during “the witching hour”. I still attend meetings regularly at that time at 22 months sober.
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Checking in on day 53 AF. Can’t believe I made it through Christmas with my family without drinking! Feeling very proud of myself.
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You should! Well done!
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