Checking in daily to maintain focus #52

@K_smile Robin (creator of the site) explains trust levels here:

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Keep going! Day 20 for me. Cant get out of bed. But woke up sober!!

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Finally over a week sober from weed 8 days
114 days no alcohol

Day off today from work
I’m saving my pay checks and taking the wifey to a nice hotel :purple_heart::heart::purple_heart:

If you slipped get back on up and keep trying
All we have is today. Don’t worry about numbers. Just put the drink down and keep trying. No1 is perfect

We got this

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Karen
i am exactly in the same boat. Im on day 20 sober
but my depression is keeping me in bed so far today. Hang in there. I totally understood what you were saying. Im gonna force myself up
and make coffee.

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Take it one moment at a time. Atleast you have today off work. Only accomplish what you absolutely have to to set yourself up for a good week. Be patient with yourself but challenge those negative thoughts. Hang in there @KarenKW

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@mewmcmew congrats on 2 weeks :tada: yeah get back into it, I find it so much fun, there always seems to be events on lately too :grinning:
@Alycia congrats on all the 3s :tada: it must be such a relief to be WFH some days and less commuting :raised_hands:t2: pleased for you :blush:
@Nowenbrace sorry about the accident, and your truck, but glad your partner is doing okay :blue_heart:
@SoberWalker I do believe in fate, I’m sorry there was no click for you, but glad it’s given you the strength to look for a new friend from the shelter :smiley_cat::mending_heart:
@Amy30 hoping your pain settles down soon :blue_heart: congrats on 6 weeks :tada:
@Butterflymoonwoman sorry about your friend :people_hugging::mending_heart:
@KarenKW sending strength :blue_heart: congrats on 50 days :tada:

930 days no alcohol.
395 days no cocaine.
17 days no vape.

Binged again last night, and again today. Didn’t buy crisps, but the other stuff is even worse, I ate half and felt ill, so planning to throw the rest away, even though I hate waste. Feeling disgusted and ashamed. No matter how determined I am not to, it’s like a switch goes off and I’m doing it again. I know I will get there again, because I won’t stop trying, but the shame is weighing heavy on me today.

Did my meditations, walks, and played some more Pokémon.

Maybe the ‘new week, new start’ clichĂ© can work for me. :crossed_fingers:t2:

I hope you’ve all had wonderful sober weekends. :blush:

:blue_heart:

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Day 148
Finally all the symptoms from the cold are gone and I feel ready to rock the office tomorrow with my girls :muscle:
The only things I really have to focus on is getting back to a sleep schedule (like a normal human being, not an owl), healthy diet (oh I was a mess!) and I had coffee again since 1 week. A lot. Not good :joy: I’ll get back on track, no worries.
Oh and I have a date next Saturday :face_with_peeking_eye: As I know myself the excitement will grow the next days so I’ll be here regularly and spam you guys with what’s going on in my head :joy:
I hope you’re having a beautiful sober day friends, stay strong :kissing_heart::muscle:

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19 days Sober!!

I am feeling great and I have a group of people in my corner for accountability. Everyday is a record setting day for sobriety from this point forward. So thankful.

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20days sober whoop whoop :see_no_evil::see_no_evil:

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Me too! :gorilla::gorilla::gorilla:

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You’d think i was a chef. Steak marinating for tmrw. Chicken marinating for dinner tonight. There was a time where i needed a drink to enjoy cooking. It was just a habit. I love cooking for me and the hubby. Plus i dont just eat crap food and passout anymore.

So greatful for sobriety!

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Day 10. Slept poorly. Took a nap and feel better now. Just unwinding with some true crime shows :wink:

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Way to go Gen!
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That first 10 is a bitch. I’m glad I never have to do that again.
Great job
:pray::heart:

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haircut finished!

before

after

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Omg what a day! Started out with a couple meetings online. Then i was going to clean but decided to get out into nature. I took a long walk and it felt so good! FINALLY I said my final goodbye to my ex. It feels so good to let go! Now i get to hang out with my son for the rest of the night❀

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day 161 AF

Another Monday just checking in.

Attended a cool street art exhibition yesterday with my wife, our city museum is getting renovated for the next 7 years so to raise funds they decided to let a whole heap of artist hit up the walls it was amazing, some local and international artists it was amazing.

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Thank you so much @Dazercat. I can’t tell you how much this means to me
 :yellow_heart::yellow_heart::yellow_heart:

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Way to go!!! Welcome to the double digits!! :sparkles:

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Love the color and cut on you!!! Great choice :sparkles:

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Day 358

Havent posted in a while. Havent had much to say. Still sober. I know a lot of big milestones have been reached and am happy for everyone reaching them. For any relapses too, who am i to judge. I definitely have had those thoughts.

My goal for february was to reach a new baseline of clean in my room and to read more books. I think I did make the first goal and abjectly failed at the 2nd. Internet doom spiral. Yesterday I was on tiktok for hours. For what!

Booked some appointments like a haircut a month out so I have something to look forward to. Did some nice things for people.

Ive been pretty good about making myself tidy. But I dont want to today. Have to make myself do it before going to bed. Ugh.

Edit: cleaned and was able to continue for 20min!! It was enough for a whole clear floor. :heart_eyes: maybe if i get up early enough ill be able to do 15 more.

Thanks for reading.

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