Checking in daily to maintain focus #52

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Day 279 Went to a concert last night and had a great time. Best part is I remember it all! :heart:

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Day 52 today no alcohol! Today I feel tired but thatā€™s because I am fully focused on all the things Iā€™m working on in my life. Faith, family, work, school, baseball coaching. I have a full plate and Iā€™m not taking it for granted. Itā€™s truly a blessing to have so many people rely on you and love you and thatā€™s more than enough to keep me on team sober one day at a time :heart:

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Unfortunally no click on my side. Itā€™s a very shy cat :sweat: Not a cat who want to get cuddled.
Iā€™ve worked in an animal shelter years ago. On their website I saw only very young catā€™s so I message someone I know from the insite and hope she can find me a perfect fit :blush:
Fingers crossed :crossed_fingers:

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Checking in. Helped clean stuff in my moms house. Found lots of old stuff of mine, and also stuff from my father, pictures and stuff. I dont know if maybe it triggered something in me, but I feel completly wierd in my body now. Kinda like anxiety, or maybe not, feels like something wrong with my body but maybe its just my health anxiety, or maybe something wrong is going on.

Found this old magazine from my father

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Also :crossed_fingers: from my side!

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Itā€™s time for a shout out: who wants to join for some daily movement. Everyone is welcome.

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So far so good! Congrats on 300!

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Day 50. Struggling today. Not with my sobriety, but with my depression. My sleep has been terrible, and the depression saps my energy anyway. So small tasks feel huge and life feels overwhelming. I wrote in the gratitude thread this morning about staying present, but Iā€™m struggling with that. I just want to crawl back into bed and escape life for awhile.

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@K_smile Robin (creator of the site) explains trust levels here:

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Keep going! Day 20 for me. Cant get out of bed. But woke up sober!!

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Finally over a week sober from weed 8 days
114 days no alcohol

Day off today from work
Iā€™m saving my pay checks and taking the wifey to a nice hotel :purple_heart::heart::purple_heart:

If you slipped get back on up and keep trying
All we have is today. Donā€™t worry about numbers. Just put the drink down and keep trying. No1 is perfect

We got this

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Karenā€¦i am exactly in the same boat. Im on day 20 soberā€¦but my depression is keeping me in bed so far today. Hang in there. I totally understood what you were saying. Im gonna force myself upā€¦and make coffee.

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Take it one moment at a time. Atleast you have today off work. Only accomplish what you absolutely have to to set yourself up for a good week. Be patient with yourself but challenge those negative thoughts. Hang in there @KarenKW

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@mewmcmew congrats on 2 weeks :tada: yeah get back into it, I find it so much fun, there always seems to be events on lately too :grinning:
@Alycia congrats on all the 3s :tada: it must be such a relief to be WFH some days and less commuting :raised_hands:t2: pleased for you :blush:
@Nowenbrace sorry about the accident, and your truck, but glad your partner is doing okay :blue_heart:
@SoberWalker I do believe in fate, Iā€™m sorry there was no click for you, but glad itā€™s given you the strength to look for a new friend from the shelter :smiley_cat::mending_heart:
@Amy30 hoping your pain settles down soon :blue_heart: congrats on 6 weeks :tada:
@Butterflymoonwoman sorry about your friend :people_hugging::mending_heart:
@KarenKW sending strength :blue_heart: congrats on 50 days :tada:

930 days no alcohol.
395 days no cocaine.
17 days no vape.

Binged again last night, and again today. Didnā€™t buy crisps, but the other stuff is even worse, I ate half and felt ill, so planning to throw the rest away, even though I hate waste. Feeling disgusted and ashamed. No matter how determined I am not to, itā€™s like a switch goes off and Iā€™m doing it again. I know I will get there again, because I wonā€™t stop trying, but the shame is weighing heavy on me today.

Did my meditations, walks, and played some more PokƩmon.

Maybe the ā€˜new week, new startā€™ clichĆ© can work for me. :crossed_fingers:t2:

I hope youā€™ve all had wonderful sober weekends. :blush:

:blue_heart:

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Day 148
Finally all the symptoms from the cold are gone and I feel ready to rock the office tomorrow with my girls :muscle:
The only things I really have to focus on is getting back to a sleep schedule (like a normal human being, not an owl), healthy diet (oh I was a mess!) and I had coffee again since 1 week. A lot. Not good :joy: Iā€™ll get back on track, no worries.
Oh and I have a date next Saturday :face_with_peeking_eye: As I know myself the excitement will grow the next days so Iā€™ll be here regularly and spam you guys with whatā€™s going on in my head :joy:
I hope youā€™re having a beautiful sober day friends, stay strong :kissing_heart::muscle:

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19 days Sober!!

I am feeling great and I have a group of people in my corner for accountability. Everyday is a record setting day for sobriety from this point forward. So thankful.

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20days sober whoop whoop :see_no_evil::see_no_evil:

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Me too! :gorilla::gorilla::gorilla:

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Youā€™d think i was a chef. Steak marinating for tmrw. Chicken marinating for dinner tonight. There was a time where i needed a drink to enjoy cooking. It was just a habit. I love cooking for me and the hubby. Plus i dont just eat crap food and passout anymore.

So greatful for sobriety!

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