Thank you so much for the support, and your so right it is hell week 
this community has been lovely and supportive all week and really helped me get through the days 
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Checking in for day 27.
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Welcome back. Never give up, ever.
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Yes you did! Iām so proud of you.
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Checking in. Day 316
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Congratulations on 7 days @Saturn81 
glad you made through the weekend. Wish you a good new sober week.
Youāll make! One day at a time!
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Day 40 for me
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well I tried to use a cane today to help with my bad hips and knees. that alone was hard being only 21. I had to hide it from my extended family because I know Iād be mocked for it. I was practicing in the mall and I ran into my cousin who I know will tell my family. however the cane helped my hip pain but then caused equally bad wrist and arm pain from holding it. I feel hopeless I thought the cane would help but itās not worth it and it feels awkward to use. if a cane doesnāt help idk what will
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Checking in.
Having a hard couple of days and I literally cant stop crying bc of depression. At least I dont have thoughts about using. So im very grateful for that. Id rather bawl my eyes out every couple hours than to have torturous thoughts about using tbh. At least I have peace!!!
Im grateful for the wonder of being alive even when I cant always see that.
Wishing everyone a good day / night. Dont let yourself bully you ever. Love yourself so much that it shines through every crack.
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2440 - Waiting for Hilary to hit. Itās supposed to be in 4-7 hours. Brought in the outdoor furniture and charged everything. Iām doing consulting work and staying indoors today.
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Thanks for the support. Find a way to explore new things in the home town? Challenge accepted, lets go!
Also thought about getting back into cooking and trying completely new dishes- its just so warm right now so I dont want to turn on the stove.
Sending a hug and wishing all the peace and ease for the day.
Go teamā¤
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Oh that sucks, sorry about the new pain. You have no reason to be ashamed. Have you checked the height of the cane is right for you? I was scared of falling when I had to use a cane and gripped too hard so ended up hurting my wrist too. Are you hypermobile at all?
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Day 6
Back home - no shit in the fridge 
Found some refuge in other things today.
It was a nice one.
Much love
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as far as I know Iām it hypermobile. Iāve checked for a few signs before and donāt seem to have any. after my post I checked and Google said the handle should be waist level, mine was a little below waist level so I will readjust it
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Another sober weekend! 
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Good plan as you may have had to bend awkwardly. I am not hypermobile but almost there and your post reminded me of how I am. There is always something new, like the muscles work too hard and overcompensate resulting in new pain. I had to give up running after 2 sessions as ended up barely able to walk with knee pain 
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Congratulations! Itās so inspiring to see others on the platform with long term success!
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itās such a struggle yesterday I just colored for maybe am hour and then I almost couldnāt move my hands after a while
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Day 13
Feeling under the weather,trying to get a few things around the house done and rest,itās better than being hungover and wasting the whole day 
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