I think I’ve mentioned it before, but over here we say that Dutch sounds like a mix between Swedish and German. So the language class would be a wonderful idea.
Well, I’ve always dreamed about working at the cirkus, guess I might have the skills after all then
Seriously, I guess it’s always been that way more or less, but in different shapes.
The good thing this time is that I have a serious change of attitude. And it doesn’t feel like it’s my fault or that I need to change anymore. Ofc you can always change your way of seeing or understanding things, but I don’t feel like everything I do is wrong,that I’m not enough or that I need to apologize for existing.
Sounds lovely with a vacation, I’ve totally missed that because I’ve been so focused on everything over here. Are you going somewhere special? I’ve might have asked before but I forgot. Past week has been a little of a mess as you know.
Anyway I wish you a great day at work, and a wonderful vacation time.
Texas baby! Got a close friend there. We did some great road trips together till covid hit. A new one (would like to travel the East USA too after trips to the West) will have to wait. Luna’s health is too frail to be gone for long stretches right now. Anyway, love the Hill Country. Just be away from it all for a bit.
Tomorrow is the moving day. I am nervous that everything will work out as we have planned. I hope it will be over quickly. Without much stress and complications.
Today I have my last therapy session. Let’s see how it turns out.
All this in the second week which I always find the hardest. But I am determined and strong.
Day 172
Relaxed day so far. Cuddles with Pops on the Sofa this morning. Off to aquacise class now. And tonight concert at one of the smaller live music venues. Not really bothered about the people drinking around me. I’ll be driving, my other half can have a beer or two - he isn’t a big drinker anyway. I do hope the bar does have more than coke as non alcoholic options.
Days PMO free: Day 22
Days with PS5 in the closet to close the day: 30
Days went to bed the same time with my wife: 30
Just checking in. Today’s theme for me: The past is the past, look forward, move forward. Focus on Gratitude and giving your best. Got to work early to work on a project, just want my mind clear of the baggage. Have a great day.
7.37 no marijuana
37.68 no vapes or cigs
106.60 no alcohol
As I’m writing this I’m feeling a bit good about myself
I’ve come so far. From a obsessed drug using teen to a hard working man so close to escaping that terrible lifestyle
When I was a ignorant teen I thought it would be fun to do any type of drug; i don’t know why I thought that but I did. That type of thinking is soo dangerous.
Morning Check In Day 558
Well i slept alright. Woke up at 530am slightly anxious about today. So I decided to exercise (Leg day and cardio). Also prayed to refocus my mind. Our school tour is mid-morning so we will be getting ready shortly. I probably shouldnt be drinking coffee since Im already anxious but I am lol. Anyway, todays plan (other than this tour and meet n greet with the new nurse) is to do laundry, clean, and pick up eel food. Hope everyone has a fantastic day!
Day 93. I slept pretty good, woke up a little sore from working out yesterday, gosh i couldn’t believe how weak i felt again. Every time after i miss some time I lose it all. Im a little worried bc its supposed to pour today, and i have orientation from 1230 till 4, i just dont want to be soaked for all that time, I’m cool with doing what i have to do to get there, idk maybe i could bring a pair of dry clothes. Idk hopefully it just doesn’t rain and holds off for me. Idk i use to do whatever the hell i could do to get high, so need to the same for this chapter of my life too. Much love everyone
Time to get yourself some biking rain gear! It’s crucial! I’m sure you can talk to some of the bike commuters on here about what they use I hope you stay dry. A pair of dry clothes in a plastic bag and back pack is a good idea!
Checking in on day 51. I somehow grabbed two completely different shoes today. In my defense, they’re both black shoes and I’m tired hopefully that gives someone a good laugh like it did me!
Have a Good Friday everyone, sending strength!
Morning Check In 
I hope you stay dry. A pair of dry clothes in a plastic bag and back pack is a good idea!
hopefully that gives someone a good laugh like it did me! 