Checking in daily to maintain focus #63

Cgecking in today with days
296 no alcohol
227 no vapes or ciggs
98 no thc

Have a good day everyone. :slight_smile:

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Day 53 AF
Day 171 df

Checking in. Pushing through this mood. Been feeling a little low. Still will not use or drink. About to get to a meeting!

Have a wonderful Friday all! We can do this ODAAT!

Strong and Serene 24 all :purple_heart::pray:t5:

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Day 257. Working up enough coffee motivation to do taxes and get a haircut.

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Stop. It. Thatā€™s way too much cuteness for a Friday. Iā€™d say totally gonna be worth it :smiling_face_with_three_hearts::heart_eyes::smiling_face_with_three_hearts::heart_eyes:

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Itā€™s lovley to hear that everything is pretty good with all of you.
Sounds really exciting to move and the European vacation sounds even more exciting.
I hope it all turns out to be amazing.
Thanks for the update :slightly_smiling_face:

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31 days AF

Had sauna and thermalbath morning,
am very calm. It was a dream.
Want to be silent. :shushing_face:

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Day 2311.

Accepted a new role at a different agency today that is technically a step up from the role I am leaving. Excited for the new opportunity, although I am still a little moody by the way things are being handled by my current agency. Even at the nonprofit level workplace drama exists. All things considered it feels like a good time to move on and embrace the opportunity to be involved in guiding my new agencies client services.

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Thatā€™s great. Congratulations on your new job. :v:

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Home after a long week plus of travel. I had two weeks off and had a great weekend with girlfriends and a nice week taking my Mom to and from Chicago so she could visit relatives. My Mom and I arenā€™t friends, we donā€™t talk about our lives and our feelings and some of that poked through on this trip. I was able to set a boundary which felt good and we really had a good time even though it was cut short due to her health.

It feels great to be back home.
Shoutout to @Tragicfarinelli for keeping me sane on my trip with supportive messages. Iā€™ve got your back for your sisterā€™s visit.
@RosaCanDo I am sending you a giant hug for yesterdays panic attack. I wish you a sunny parking spot from now on and I know that feeling of panic when you are lost and your brain is spinning.

Catching up here over coffee today. I can never get my coffee ratio right on vacation. Its good to be back. If I can stay sober after 12 triggering hours in a car I can stay sober today.

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Thereā€™s drama everywhere. In some places more than others but that has nothing to do with the sector. Congrats on the new workplace, hereā€™s hoping it will suit you well.

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Congratulations, Iā€™ve been wondering how youā€™ve been doing. Good to hear things are looking up :slightly_smiling_face:

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12 days AF
12 days of meetings
12 days of Grace

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Much like sobriety, my job hunt required sustained effort over time in order to yield positive results. Sent out my CV daily, follow up calls, hours on job boards etc. Even on days when I wanted to lay around and be sad, or angry, I was putting in effort. Itā€™s true that nothing in this life comes free, but itā€™s also true that I have the ability to shape my own future and achieve my goals with patience and determination.

Also not being high and drunk is pretty helpful. In my field my history of substance use is a great subject during interviews. The state is really big on having people with lived experience being in positions that drive policy. And since Iā€™m overseeing some halfway houses and other transitional living residences as part of my role my status as formerly homeless drug user is a marketable skill lol.

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Hey @Jules000 i tried to private message you but didnt have the optionā€¦having thoughts and feeling a strong urge like you must do something about it kinda sounds a little like ocd. I know you mentioned you have a therapist you may want to discuss with them. I only offer this because while not self harm i can relate to the compulsion. Take it or leave it :slight_smile:

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Congrats on 90 days @MrFantastik you got this! Lean on us if you need us weā€™ll be in your pocket

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Second cheking in today, 2years and 2months.
Im still alive, sooooo, I hope to be alive tomorrow aswell. I have to function tomorrow for work, I dont feel it at allā€¦

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Checking in 5 days.

Things are going well. I was suppose to exercise this morning but I didnā€™t because of being so tired when I woke up. I really dont want to set precedent for getting out of good habits. Just got to treat it like a little bump in the road. Will be exercising tomorrow though to make up for it.

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Checking in day 71.

ITS FRIDAY!!! :smiley:
I woke up this morning in good spirits. Wow, March 1st already. I feel like it was just January two days ago lol. 3 days until I make the big 30. The older I get, it seems like time just flys right on by. Time is one thing we canā€™t get back. I hope everyone is having a wonderful day and making the most of it. Later guys and gals. :grin:

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@KrissyMae congrats on 30 days :tada:
@Juli1 congrats on 30 days :tada: and for going to the opticians to look after your eyes :nerd_face::sunglasses:
@Timetochange congrats on 250 days :tada:
@ShyBert congrats on 60 days :tada:
@IamThechange congrats on 90 days :tada:
@Jimz congrats on 60 days :tada:
@Mira_D Iā€™m so sorry for your loss :people_hugging::mending_heart:
@tifflynn07 congrats on 60 days :tada: and achieving your goals :clap:t2: :tada:
@Tragicfarinelli I hope the visit with your sister goes well :crossed_fingers:t2:šŸ©µ Itā€™s great that youā€™ve both agreed to no alcohol.
@Catmama23 thank you :blush: šŸ©µ

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@RosaCanDo Iā€™m so sorry that your lovely new job comes with a trauma trigger with the parking arrangement, :tired_face: and Iā€™m sorry your cars were violated too! thatā€™s awful. Iā€™m not surprised this all lead to such panic, Iā€™m so glad your husband was available and able to help. Sending love šŸ©µ
@K_S congrats on 70 days :tada:
@Matt sending strength as you navigate this challenge šŸ©µ
@Lighter I hope your visit goes/went well with the person you used to drink with. Set your boundaries before they arrive, and check in here as much as you need. :blush:
@Butterflymoonwoman that really sucks and doesnā€™t seem right :disappointed_relieved: I hope you can find support for you and you son soon. šŸ©µ
@JazzyS congrats on 850 days weed free :tada:
@Shawn1991 congrats on 60 days :tada:
@apes2020 congrats on double digits :tada: hope you enjoyed the show :blush:
@wahtisnormal stay connected :people_hugging: sending strength šŸ©µ
@Jules000 I hope youā€™ve got MH support, a therapist or psychiatrist to discuss these distrubing images and urges with, there may be something they can do to help. I hope you found a way to distract yourself to get through until the urge passed. :people_hugging: Sending strength šŸ©µ

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