Sometimes half power or 1% power is all we get. Really hope the week turns around for you! It will pass eventually!!
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Oh girl, my eyes got wide reading, I was like oh no he is not!!! I would have been angry too lol. Oh my goodness you are a champ.
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Amazing counters Joy you must feels so much betterā¦ i am going to tackle the cigarettes very soonā¦ just want to get a month done on alcoholā¦ if i can do that i can do anything 
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Checking in on day 137. Happy Sunday you lovely people 
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Day 47ā¦checking in friendsš
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Day 39. Iām having cravings todayā¦ the alcoholic monkey on my back wantās cold beer. His sunday beers. So not just 1.
I donāt wanna do it. I donāt want to drink. Because I never stop at 1.
Hope it goes by fast.
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@Positrix
I am so happy to see you back posting on the forum again. Great job on your days 36 + 4!!!
Keep up the good work!!
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Yay! I hit 5 months. Life has been difficult lately, and I have all of you to thank, for helping me to stay clean and sober during the tough times.
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So very very happy for you!! I can see your hard work on here. Keep at it!! 
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Checking in. Overwhelming anxiety over letting my supposed to be future partner know that itās just not going to work. Heās unrealistic in his expectations. In his version of the partnership agreement, Iām stuck doing all the work and he just profits off it. Iām not doing that shit again. He made a very small investment, which I will tell him Iāll pay back. Literally like only $6,000 and that is the only thing heās put into it. Iāve invested way more, PLUS 14+ hour days for two years of sweat equity. We only meet once per month and this month he changed the time, fine, but when I walked in for our meeting he goes āok if we cut this to 30 minutesā and then had nothing prepared. I brought up the partnership which is supposed to be finalized in the next 4 months and he said he has to talk to his little CEO mastermind group to make sure HEāS covered. Dude is a freaking millionaire and Iām starving to death. Fuck you dude, Iām tired of being taken advantage of because Iām overly loyal. I just got out of another one sided partnership a few years ago and swore I would never have a partner again, yet here I am. Sorry to babble, but I have such a fear of people not liking me that I do stupid shit like this. If I went through with this, he would get even more wealthy and I would struggle for another five years.
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This resonates for me, as it is similar to some situations my adult daughter has created for herself. You ARE worthy of achieving your goals and dreams. Do what you need to make them reality and hold onto your strong self in the process.
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YAY Sister!!! Beautiful numbers
5 months of strength and hard, hard work! Iām proud and inspired 
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amazing
min by min
day 8 for me
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Keep strong !! Walk read anything but dont take that 1 drink
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Hey guys day 42 here!!
I missed 2 check ins because I was NOT in a good mood at all! I was battling the wine monster, sick, moody, irritatable crying for no reason. Yesterday I hid in my room and made everyone else watch the baby because I couldnt stand the sound of certain peoples voices. I thought, this must be PAWS?.. I did have a tiny moment of happiness when I stuffed my face with 5 reeses peanut butter cupsā¦
Then this morning I started my period!! Turns out it was PMS. So I am good now. I hope. Glad I didnt cave. I remember telling my Fiance I was going to start drinking again. SO glad I didnt. Moving onā¦ worst PMS of my life.
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I know him very well, he honestly thinks heās being fair. Heās extremely sensitive and will take this very personally. However, he will appreciate me reimbursing him for his investement in my software.
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Day 7, after going 45 days sober. Than going on a month relapse. Starting to feel better again. Thank you all for the support and knowledge of this dreaded disease.
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The money alone was sickening. After week I seem to have extra 150 dollars on me. Am 60 now. Was sober for 14 years. From 32-46. Than I thought I could casually drink again. Please learn by my mistake. It can never happen.
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22 months 
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