Is any formal treatment part of your court order? If not, getting involved in an IOP would be a good place to start to get support when you are done with court stuff. I’m glad you came here to share, too. This forum is a wonderful place full of information and helpful people. Spend your free time living on this site and you won’t be sorry. Have you checked out any of the threads for newcomers or regarding relapses? Here are a few you can start with. My DOC is alcohol, and while I can’t relate to meth use, I do know the fear of relapse and the obsession of an addictive substance. It is so smart to be looking for help now before you’re “cut loose,” so to speak, and tempted to rely on the substance. Hang in there! You deserve a happy, clean and sober life. I’m rooting for you.
Advice for the Newcomer and Constant Relapser
Lots of people, new to recovery as well as old timers, check in on this thread often if not every day or multiple times a day. It’s a great place to make connections and you can share as much as you feel or post that you need some support if you’re feeling close to crisis. I highly recommend it!