Welcome to the community Shay! Well done on your 3 days.
The cycle is a bitch. The minute we start to feel better our addict tries to convince us that we didn’t have a problem, that having one sip or one drink won’t hurt and then we are back in it. Going to sleep swearing we will never drink again and waking up searching for the next drink. You have come to the right place to gain support and help with your journey. We can not do this alone.
Having a plan and some resources to help you stay sober are helpful. I love this community as it has all the tips and tools and support one could need to keep going ODAAT 
Check out these threads to help you get started:
Also - join us on the check in thread… Checking in daily to maintain focus #87 Here many of our members check in as often as needed and help each other through the day to day hurdles
Hope to see you around 