Welcome J. I have the experience of having a daughter who was self harming and had suicidal Ideation. It was literally the worst thing as a parent to see. Luckily she wanted to go to a psychiatric hospital and got a psychiatrist. In her case, her primary physician put her on waaay to high of a dose of zoloft and it sent her spinning out of control. Her psychiatrist has been adjusting and monitoring her meds ever since and she’s doing much better.
If you don’t mind my asking are you under the care of a medical professional to be treated?
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