Posting here, and trying to support some folks in their struggles.
Preparing for a job interview next Wednesday for a position that would be a considerable step up in complexity in my line of work. As well as it will confront me with people (managers and colleagues) I haven’t seen and spoken to for over ten years, from a time I fucked up my job (which could have had some bad consequences) and my own education. When I was in my worst period of addiction without realizing it. It will be something. Whatever happens it will be good for me and my recovery.
Shame, guilt, low self esteem and all the other negative thoughts and feelings that drive addiction and bad behaviours do not come from God. Which means they come from you know who.
In the garden always find something to do ,play my guitar later , maybe a quick game of FIFA24 drop in match , this old guy now 91 ovr . got a new sponsoree coming this evening couple my guys phoned booked meetings later in week just another day in paradise .
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