Marie checking in for Day 2. I am so happy to be here. Happy to have a big mug of coffee with milk and another day of recovery ahead.
I’m still weak and dehydrated. Lots of water, and eating more. Dehydration can really make you sick. I had a close call. So grateful I am here.
Thank you everyone for helping me pull myself up out of this bad decision quickly. I did not want to drink, just felt compelled to since I didn’t have a solid defense. Today I’m making a schedule for just a little bit of structure. Recovery is all I’m going to be doing for a while. Looking forward to each new day.
Feeling pretty great today. Coffee with the boydems, both woke me giving cat cuddles, one each side.
Swam a kilometre
Ran a 3k
Did my abs challenge and ten minutes weight workout.
Made a Reuben sandwich and am now watching the North London derby. Come on Spurs!
It’s sunny outside and I’m so grateful to feel some happiness today, genuine connection between my heart, head and body. It matters to invest in yourself.
Thank You. I am doing great. Lot’s of things happening lately. Lots of changes. Because of high levels of corruption in my country some important people involved in government corruption and my company were arrested and so there is very hard times at my work. There are no jobs. People being fired. No jobs / No money. So I am using my last days of vocations. If nothing’s gonna change - I will quit and think to get trailers license for trucks. That was always my dream, but I was not feeling ready yet. I only worked with trucks for 2 years. 8 years as driver in total. If I will be without job, there is a special program to get that license for free (with some contracts) - anyway in worse scenario I will be in need to pay the money for program witch I was thinking to go anyway, just had no time. It’s seems everything is aligned to get things be done now. Well I will go with this beautiful flow. In a way I am doing Steps, but I was being noted to not use those terms as I am not into program, so I just call it Chapters. For me, Life is a program itself. Life is the biggest lesson. We like to create rules, frames (and it is OK) don’t get me wrong, my point is - If those rules is aligned with fundamental grounds of Life - it’s working. So I am really not inventing nothing new, I Accept, I Admit, I Confess, I Let Go, I Heal, I am being Honest and I am being ready for a good Change…
I accepting it. We hold up to things to much, not letting the transformation to take it’s course. Feeling better than ever. Believe me there is more to tell, but I just don’t know how to fit everything together. Let’s just things reveal themselves on it’s own.
Thank You all for being here, It’s always good to have a place to be back, and to heal Together
We have the most perfect weather here today. I will be finishing my second cup of coffee and taking the family and dogs out for a nice long walk. Like it or not, everyoneeee will be getting fresh air and exercise today.
After that, I plan to sit outside and soak in the sun on my swing and read a book or just relax. I need all the outside vitamins I can get.
