I must admit it’s only the meetings in my small local town that this happens. As @SinceIAwoke days same old same old stories. I think I’ve heard one guys live story about five times. And it always the same people. Not like there’s any newbies. I only go there because I take my brother in law. He’s not dealing with life too well, let alone not drinking and he’d rather go to the local town and not go further.
I’ve been to meetings Futher away and they tend to be better.
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What about a licensed therapist for drug and alchohol rehab. Outpatient or inpatient.
The outpatient treatment I attended also encouraged small group meetings.
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Falling is part of the recovery. Getting and staying up is the game plan. I wish you strength
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Me , best friend since I was 15, and my husband started and run our local chapter of NA. I agree with a lot of responses I’ve seen on here. I’ve been to meetings all over…and they are all different. I’ve been to AA meetings,which dont work for me. I live in the same small town I’ve grown up in. Moved away several time but always come home. I have alcoholics that come to our meetings because aa doesnt work for them. Yes we read the same readings at the beginning of our meetings,but after that…we just talk. And we listen. When a cliche is used it’s never a stand alone …we discuss. I was sober 8 years before i relapsed for 10. Now I’ve been sober 4 years and this time it will work because i understand the why…how to keep myself away…not saying i got it beat…nobody does…but I’m definitely well armed. I recently buried that same best friend that started our na with me. He overdosed with one use. Because that’s all it takes. One time. Whether it drugs or alchohol your life can end or be forever altered. Death or jail for the rest of your life. The word in books dont work by themselves. You wont stay sober till you figure yourself out. Using is easier than staying sober. And you gotta want sobriety…more than anything else you have to be willing to do it. Anyways just my opinion.
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ive been going to meetings for nearly 34 years now it works if you want it , plenty of other ways now to get sober and hopefully stay . keeps us posted on your journey wish you well
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There is a lot of support available on here, including from people who don’t attend AA. If you find that AA doesn’t resonate for you, there are other programs available if you like the community support aspect of recovery. There are certainly a myriad of paths to sobriety. For me, the key was finding what worked and what didn’t for myself.
I found a great deal of helpful info and support on this app, reading all the threads, asking questions, etc. helped me a lot.
I also found sobriety and recovery memoirs and books about sobriety added a lot to my ‘sober toolbox’.
Physical activity was very important in my early days as well. And yoga and meditation.
And one of the things I found most helpful was keeping a list of why I no longer drank…what would happen if I did.
There are a few of those cliches I really resonate with (I have never been to an AA meeting)…some of them ring true for me…as well as other phrases…let go or be dragged has been the story of my life.
We each need to find our own path and hopefully you will find what works for you.
Here are some links that may help you on your journey…lots of info and suggestions on getting and remaining sober…
Hope it helps a bit!!
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Try therapy, or one on one counseling. If all did was talk to my sponsor and never listen I’d be belly up to a barstool right now.
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Sorry, but it seems you want an easy out and a fast solution. You got to work a lot at it.
If it helps, my experience is that I wanted an easy out and wanted it to be fast as well but the problem was that I only got to the top layers of my problems. Now, I’m going to therapy on a regular basis (and I hate it) but I’m learning a lot on the root causes of my alcohol problem.
Also, I recommend this book which helps to understand the phases of change and what you can do to make progress towards the goal YOU WANT and not a cliché of what is expected of you.
My two cents. Good luck with whatever path you take.
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Hi,
I know what you mean about clichés. Clichés are a substitute for active listening and are incredibly off putting for me, especially since I was once in a cult, and clichés were used to perpetuate controlling “truths”. Sponsors are not experts nor in any way counsellors, they only have experience of what has worked (or they claimed to have worked) for them. They are one of the 5-8% who are sober after a year on starting a 12 step programme. A friend of mine was told by his sponsor “instead of picking up a drink pick up the phone”. That VERY nearly killed him from the resulting siezure that was almost fatal. He found sobriety a few years ago through a different route.
Sometimes AA/CA/NA etc does work as does the connection with other people in recovery that comes with meetings and I would never discourage anyone from trying them out with an open mind. I just sit on my hands when clichés are used or untruths are repeated as doctrine. Find the right meeting and you will find people who are there to help one another and not Big Book bash.
A counsellor can be beneficial, if you can afford one. as they should act responsibly and safely, but try out at least three before committing to one and you may find a sponsor in a meeting who will listen without applying dogma, and who will automatically push back against questioning the 12 steps, as they see them. It was not until I started training in counselling that I appreciated how unsafe well-intentioned advice can be.
It sounds as though you need someone to listen and reflect, rather than a preacher. There are plenty of us on this app who will be pleased to listen to you.
Best wishes on finding a path that works for you. 
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Since you asked I’ll share my opinion of this thread. Like many alcoholics you appear to suffer from terminal uniqueness. It seems you have spent considerable energy trying to set yourself apart from the pack. I’m here to give you some good news. You are just a run of the mill drunk. You are not special, different or unique. This is good because it means you can get sober the same way the rest of us did. Which of course is listening to people who have gotten sober and following their directions. I know you think you need to talk to get sober, but you don’t. In fact you don’t know what you need to do to get, and stay, sober. If you did you wouldn’t need the help. Pull up a chair, read some threads and follow some suggestions. It’s okay not to know what you’re doing. None of us did when we first started.
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Additional info: I’m just turning 35 days. Right now I’m focused in changing my habits and daily routine, and continuing therapy/counseling. I know I’m VERY EARLY in my sobriety, but I’m doing WHAT I WANT and not following a recipe or cliche.
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i suggest you start reading these 2 threads:
Truth and Tough Love #2
Truth and Tough Love #3
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Join a zoom call with your local AA that is what helped me in my darkest days.
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More importantly the daily prayers AA mentors teach us( no need to brush etc, just get down to your knees and pray).
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Focus on 1 day at a time
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Avoid triggers - same routes, stores etc for the first 90 days
Good luck @Struggler
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I’d just like to add a point here, about the “5%” success rate of AA.
A lot of people get hung up on this, thinking it means that AA doesn’t work.
What this tells me is that there is no method to total sobriety that is 100% successful.
Not that 95% people are not satisfied with AA because it doesn’t work.
I think you’ll find, if you look up the statistics, that none of the programs are 100% successful, because we are dealing with people. People who are open to all sorts of changes mentally and emotionally that can have an affect on their sobriety.
All these programs are there to help people. The work comes from the individual.
The effort is from the drunk.
As I’ve said I’m not a AA regular, I’ve always said I’d go and do the steps if I started having problems with my own program.
So far after 650 days I’m still happy with the way I’m going.
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I’m sorry. Is this app for alcoholics only. That’s not my doc. I’m addicted to cocaine. Crack to be specific. And I relapsed today. I’m not homeless I own a business with several employees. The business is thriving it’s a situation where I have the opportunity and the funds. I’m not looking for an easy way out. Just a way out. I built this business on active addiction. I’m not a 24/7 addict. I’m a finish my day come home do a couple go to bed. But now with the lock down and all the time off it’s gotten out of control. I intend to go to an out patient place tmrw. I went Friday but they were closed. I don’t trust people becuase of my childhood and rest of life. Foster homes orphanages so I don’t talk to people well I had 4 friends 1 died alcohol poisoning 2 cancer and last one has days (cancer). I’m like crap. I have no one to talk to. So this is very helpful. I feel with the out patient rehab and this app the future is looking brighter. It’s easy to talk well type becuase no one knows me. I use to be a good man, integrity stand up Christian. Known for doing the right things. Now I’m just a guy struggling to get back I’m not a crack head it’s not all I do but I don’t want to do what I do. Every day I dial the dealer praying he doesn’t pick up. And he doesn’t. So what do I do? “Redial”. I pray he is out. If he is what do I do? Call another guy. And it’s like a trance I’m sitting there eating working or just napping then I pick up the phone and started dialing please forgive my spelling grammar and punctuation. I quit school in the 9th grade. So I only have an 8 grade education. Wow it felt good to be honest for once. Thank you.
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Sounds like a good plan. Let us know how it goes. 
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Sounds like you are very aware that something has to change, and that you really aren’t proud of who you are, despite the successes elsewhere in your life.
I can relate to that.
The hard work yet to come is, unfortunately, even harder when you have money and availability. You’re going to need to make a plan and put in some real effort. You’ve built businesses and success before, so treat your sobriety like a new business… Research and invest where you need to, and work, work, work to achieve your goals.
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I think this app is for all addictions. Just search, there’s a ton of information.
Good luck tomorrow
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I’m inclined to agree with AyBee Bro , this isn’t an easy journey and you definitely aren’t going to agree with everyone in AA or NA , but think about it , is cliches really as bad as continuing the same self destructive patterns that have led you here searching for help in the First place? I rather be surrounded by alcholics and addicts who are atleast taking the steps to better their lives , even the ones I don’t agree with over the ones who are just continuing down the path of self Destruction and not self improvement. One of the biggest difficulty for me was finding a ’ Higher power’ because I was an Avid Atheist…or if I believed in God I hated him … still …I pushed forward, prayed to a higher power of my understanding …completed the 12 steps and now I’m content in my sobreity…if you want it you can do it bro … your the only one holding you back.
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