Hey Narwij, you still with us? It’s been a couple of hours since you check in. I hope you check back in. Is there a meeting you can go to? A friend you can call? Are you reading stuff on here. There’s a wonderful gratitude thread on here that helps put things in perspective.
I would get on there and start writing a gratitude list. Exercising gratitude is a great way to change you attitude. You’ve got so much to be grateful for when you are not using. Get over there and start listing what you’re grateful for. Then read what others are grateful for. We all have one 24 hours in us to remain clean and sober. Thats all we got to do.