Hello everyone my name is Michelle I been addicted to crack for 13 years I have tried so many times to stop I got clean for a year and relapsed my time off drugs was Amazing!!! I miss it this is my attempt to get clean again when I was clean for that year I went to Florida for vacation it was great being clean I want and deserve my life back !! My son deserves better ( he is grown) he doesn’t deserve a crack head mom I want to be a mom he can be proud of!! Day one of a better life 
I got this
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Welcome Michelle.
I’m glad you’re here.
I bet you have a beautiful boy you can be grateful for.
Join us over on the gratitude thread if you’re willing. We got a lot to be grateful for when we are sober. It’s retrained my brain.
It’s how I start my day.
Bring your own coffee.
I’ll save you a seat.
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You can certainly have sanity again, Michelle. Question is what are you willing to do to live clean & sober?
CA/NA/AA meetings with like minded people? Helping other alcoholic/addicts? Finding a spiritual guide to drive the Michelle bus instead of its last/current operator? Inpatient rehab if required?
As you know all it takes in the beginning is a desire to do life differently. You make the plan, work your program and do it daily & you will be back in “Amazing” land.
And, you don’t have to go fast anymore just to feel “okay”. Hugs to ya!
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